Saturday, June 28, 2008

What I can & Can't Do

I'm thinking that at some point, I start to block out the lame bad stuff that happens to me...or it's really no biggie and I got over it...

"So here's the thing, I know that I can't say anything about this but I'm gonna.

I believe there is a huge difference in what people deserve, and what people should get.

My thought process is: if you work hard and do the right things, then what you do will be seen and the rest will run it's course.

I never complain, bitch or whine about what I should get. I don't talk back, or do other than what I'm supposed to do. I've been doing a really good job, or so I think.

I was passed up yet again, because someone DID bitch and complain about what he deserved. I make less than someone else because he too bitched and complained about what he deserved.

They've never worked for it, they didn't earn it. They worked for about 3 months and started complaining about it.

How much does that suck?

Or maybe it doesn't suck, because maybe I'm just not good enough.

What the hell do I have to do?

I think to myself I can work my ass off and do everything I'm supposed to do, but will I ever shine through?

I don't get exemplary numbers everyday, but my ass has improved a hell of a lot.

I don't know how to feel.

I think that maybe I have no right to say anything. I'm not the type of person who will. I'm just probably gonna sit in the back and say nothing. I think to myself, maybe I'm there for a reason. But what the hell could it be?"



Yeah...this still doesn't ring a bell...oh well, I'm better off it seems.

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