"So today is the day. I can't believe this. It's been 3 years and I am still in love. I never really thought that I would be in a another long relationship but I am. Andrew is so freakin amazing. I really can't tell you guys how good he is. This is the longest realtionship that I have been in (consecutively. No on and off bullshit)
Only about 8 of you know my last relationship and how that went. Sometimes I look at that and say "what the hell was I thinking?" but we all know in life, that you can not be where you are until you go through what you had. I don't regret that last one, cuz it helped this one to be so freakin amazing. I'm not jealous and overbearing like the last time. This connection that I have found is standing strong.
Honest to God, I didn't think that we would last this long because we had moved in to together so soon. But we did, and I wouldn't want it to be any other way.
It makes me proud to have him, hell I flaunt him around. He is my trophy. I won the greatest man alive. He is so smart, and responsible...he is a MAN. The greatest one that I have had the pleasure of being with.
So many things in our relationship thus far, has made it seem like we were going to have to part. But we got throught it. Great thing about it all is that we don't have those dumb petty problems that most "Gay's" have (cheating, jealousy, drama, the normal gay bullshit that our kind go through) it's real stuff...Money, work, getting through. But at the end of the day, we never go to sleep angry...We get to hold eachother, and be at peace. The rest that we share is one that relaxes our souls and puts our minds in calm to enjoy the warmth between us.
My mother told me today that you only get "The One" one time. Never let that person go. She thinks Andrew is my One. So do I. I don't think that it could have happened at any other time. I think that I had to go through my last relationship to know what to do right in this one. I had to prepair myself for the rest of my life.
I feel like my soul found it's partner. I feel connected to something bigger than just myself. I feel like my future is brighter and that I can do anything with him by my side.
I love you Andrew. You are my dream come true. I thank you for being by my side for another year. I look forward to many more to come. Thank you for giving me a life to look forward to.
There is a song that I would like to use for this occasion..(yes I know that it was from the Corral Wedding, but it describes how actaully met and how we are:)
I Finally Found Someone
I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet;
I finally found the one who makes me feel complete...
It started over coffee, we started out as friends;
It's funny how from simple things; the best things begin...
This time is different;
It's all because of you!..
It's better than it's ever been;
Cuz we can talk it through;
My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?";
It's all you had to say...
To take my breath away...
Together: This is it!
Oh, I finally found someone; Someone to share my life;
I finally found the one - to be with every night;
Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you!
My life has just begun, I finally found someone...
Did I keep you waiting?
I didn't mind
I apologize
Baby, that's fine
I would wait forever
Just to know you were mine;
Ya Know - I love your hair...
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear...
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional!
I can't wait for the rest of my life...
Oh This Is It!
I finally found someone; Someone to share my life,
I finally found the one; to be with every night...
Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun; I finally found someone...
And whatever I do.
It's just got to be you!
My life has just begun...
I finally found someone..."
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