PIssed

Really...I don't get angry that much....really...lol

March 8th, 2006

"I am soooo fuckin pissed off right now.

I had so much I wanted to do today and because of some stupid fuckin bus that never came, I had to pospone them until Tuesday.

I waited at the bus stop for over 2 hours for a bus to arrive. I waited from 12 to 230. When a bus finally did arrive at around 1:30pm, it passed me and about 20 other people up. I am so angry right not.

I was supposed to get a haircut, and look all nice and young for my 2nd interview at Starbucks. I was going to go to the gym, and I was going to fill out some applications.

I can't believe the day I actually get out of the house and am on my way to do something positive, this happens.

Where is the fucking good karma at?? Where is the balance in all this? Why is there something that is impeding me from moving forward. God, I wish that I wasn't so upset. I know that it is just a small thing, but I can't help it. All these bad things keep happening. All these really negative things. I still stay up at night and think about what is going to happen next.

I feel like screaming, or punching something. Guess this was also the day I shouldn't have thrown away my cigarettes in attempt to stop, Huh?

It's a real good thing that the ice cream man was on my street, other wise I probably would have blown something up.

Cuz everyone knows, Ice cream make things better...LOL"