Reasons

So as we were talking tonight, I had remembered reasons...

Reasons for the way that you make me smile, or the reasons you make me happy.

and so....I decided to document them just in case you forget. (or perhaps, I forget because I'm old...lol)

Reason #1: The way that you sound excited every time you answer the phone.

Baby, no matter how awful my day is, when I call you...you always sound so wonderful when I call you. It's like a million smiles all dressed in one petite package. The sound of your voice when I call you WHEREVER you are..it's a feeling that I just can't describe to you.

I don't really remember what reason number two is..but it's something pretty wonderful. ( I no doubt am sure it has to do with the way you smile because when you do..I forget where I am. Who I am....I'm enthralled by you. (My Serena..HAHAHA)

Reason #3: The faces you make in the shower. ( I think that my most pivotal moments are in the shower. I have never known how much I've loved a man except in the shower) LMAO

Reason#4: You sing with me in the car. Oh poppa. you sing like an angel. You may think that no one is listening, but I am.....my heart is...you sing wonderfully. The first man that can keep a note (noooooo, I'm not hating on the tone deaf men before, but this is different YOU know what I mean cuz you're there right now)

Life is different..it's colorful...it's smiles and rainbows and unicorns (although you say "I want to go on a horseback ride...I cringe..but I AM THERE with you)

This new adventure is about experiencing life untold.

What ever I had ever wanted to see or feel...is here. I love you Poppa. I love you much. I hope that there will be countless ways I can say to you "I love you" because THIS is only just one way.

"oooooooooh somebody...Ohhhhh Somebody...can any body find meeeee.....Somebody to loooOOOOooooooVE"

I welcome what's to come..this is a life that I've never had the chance to endulge in ..I am a man right now.

Besides all the past, what ever the future may bring.....

The present is where I am at..you have me.

100% you are my baby.

You are my dream...the waking moment.

I had hope for this....

I am...I love... :-)