Blood Stone Vengeance Curse

It's been a few weeks since I wrote anything here. It's rare when the feeling to write overwhelms me. Today though, something is strangely different.

I am uncontrollably happy.

I can't help it...I don't want to. I woke up feeling spectacular despite everything that is and has been going wrong.

The only reason I can think that I could have all this energy and glow the way I am today, is if someone placed a blood stone vengeance curse on me (if you don't know...look it up...lol)

My best friend has been gone for almost a week. (kind of unbareable and boring...lol)

Circuit City AND Ballys overdrafted my account... (but they will have the money back in my account before weeks end)

It's been cold and rainy. (I hate the rain cuz I'm stuck inside and the cold has made my house a meat locker)

Some people weren't completely happy with the company dinner I put together. (I planned for enough people to eat...and OVER DID it a lil)

But this morning...none of that mattered. I wanted to dance and sing and smile and joke.

I walked to work with a smile on my face...I walked home with a smile on my face.

I was completely polite to everyone. I had every amount of patience for each and every question asked.

I think ....I'm pretty sure...that for christmas. I got a feeling of what it was like to live in heaven.

And these are all the wonderful things that have been making the euphoria even better:

I got Brandy's Cd for christmas. I can not stop listening to this CD back to back ( I feel like a little kid who just got a Disney movie for the first time and wants to watch it ALL day EVERY day.)

Current Ipod Playlist:

Brandy: Warm it Up (with Love)

*I have no idea why this song is so wonderful to me right now*

Piano Man

Porcelain Doll

Should I Go

Right Here (Departed)

Camouflage

Doesn't Really Matter

A Capella

*I am told that there are two of these songs that didn't make it to her album, but they are some of the best music I've heard in a long time*

Chris Brown: SuperHuman:
*oh man...OOOOH MAN is there any fukin sort of inspiration that his voice does not invoke?*

Britney Spears: Unusual You

*There is something quite haunting but beautiful about this song. It's a sweet tone for her and it makes me feel like she is in touch with he femininity and not so much her slutty..lol*

Jordin Sparks: One Step at a Time
*Could there be any other perfect way to say something to someone?? Or to even take a perspective on life. It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen*

Today I am positively expressive. I just wanted to capture this moment. This bliss.

So I'm going to try and take this day for everything that it's worth. I am going to use every amount of positive energy to affect everything that comes in contact with me.

I am so happy today