Today, not so much a good day.
It got loud in my head.
I have a few thoughts that slip in and slip out.
I ask for help..
it works....For a bit....
I wonder how long it takes.
I think that if I try to force it that it's gonna take TOO long.
But if I never want it, if I never ask for it, I won't get it.
So how does it work?
Being unsure is crappy.
But today...it was not a good day.
